forget you and this journal.  it is up for adoptopn.  gotta love how i hate all of you.

listening to: children of bodom

emotional ties to: deceit and home wreckers

Currently Playing From the Screen to Your Stereo By A New Found Glory see related

My favorite song.  it is just that good.  find it.  listen to  it.  you'll probably agree with me...as usual...just kidding.

The Glory of Love*** NFG (as heard in The Karate Kid)

Tonight it's very            c          l           e          a          r

As we're both lying here

That there's so many things I wanna say

I will always love you

I will never leave you alone

Sometimes I just forget, say things I might regret

It breaks my heart to see you crying              N

I don't wanna lose you                                                                Ú

I could never make it alone

'Coz I am a man who will fight for your honor

I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of

Gonna live forever knowing together

That we did it all for the glory of love

You keep me standing tall

You'll help me through it all

I'm always -s-t-r-o-n-g- when you're beside me

I have always needed you

I could never make it alone

'Coz I am a man who will fight for your honor

I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of

Gonna live forever knowing together

That we did it all for the glory of love

Just like a knight in shining armor

From a long time ago

Just in time I'll save the day

Take you to my castle far away

'Coz I am a man who will fight for your honor

I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of

Gonna live forever knowing together

That we did it all for the glory of love [x3]

here is a poem of mine...if you havent already read it.

Screamer

“She’s a screamer,” they say.

And they won't give her the time of day

Anymore...

Any more.

“She’s a screamer,” they say.

And they won't give her the time of day

Anymore...

“She’s a dreamer,” they say.

But they won't entertain her new dreams anymore...

Not today

But they’ll pay

Yes they’ll pay

This girl’s screamin’ right now

Lookin’ up sat the clouds

Thinkin’ of days when her dreams were worthwhile

And her time has run out,

And dreams aren’t worth shit now.

This girl knows all this now.

Yes, she knows it all now...

“She’s alone,” they will say

But they just do not realize her pain anyway

No one stays anymore.

“She’s a screamer,” they say.

Still they don’t want to let her whole life

Get away...

Get away...

Currently Playing It's All in Your Head By Eve 6 see related

- *still here waiting* -

for once i am happy.  i am loved....excuse me, "hearted," ... by jon.  hes my hero now.  lol.  words cannot explain it properly. [b/c i have boycotted the L word. <<and you can insert gasp here>>]  lol.  here' s my generic entry today bc i am uber lazy.  i try not to do this so this is probly the first time in a loong time ive done this.  peace.

I feel strangely empty right now.  I can't even relay what I feel to you, dear reader.  It’s like, I was just listening to Arch Drive Goodbye by Eve 6 and I just started to feel like total shit.  I know, I sound lame.  It’s just a very moving song I suppose...at least for me.

What did I learn today?  That if I have an uber good weekend then everyone else’s weekend will suck ass.  And I don’t mean, “Oh, wah...I couldn’t go out this weekend,” I mean like bad depressing shit hit the fan.  I was talking to my friend, (who shall remain nameless) but some stuff happened that he wasn’t supposed to tell anyone and I am the only one who knows besides those actually there but I value his trust far too much to risk it all in a stupid entry.  :sigh:  I’m just so....blah.

On a lighter note: French class was amazing.  Like whoa.  Words cannot describe how incredibly funny it was.  I guess you had to be there; it was one of those moments.  Haha.  I almost died today at lunch.  Supposedly Mike has a sexie penis so me and Shay will give him a hand job any time?  lol.  Yea Shay dawg.  (And keep in mind, THIS IS AAALLL JUST A JOKE...)  History...nothing much great happened.  Mr. Kingston told us some random words that are the same backwards and forwards?  (If anyone remembers what they are called, leave me a note so I can remember.  Thanks.)  In gym I got beamed with the ball a lot...like, at least 4 times.  It was great.  My volleyball team was in 3^rd place then I think we died ..  Oh well, lal (let’s all laugh--my new catch phrase.)

An even lighter note: I’m actually hearted.  I hate to say loved now so I’ll just go with hearted.  Yay!!  :dances a jig:  “I am honored to be your girlfriend...” that is just too funny.  Far too funny to even describe.  If only you knew.

There, now I suppose I feel a little bit better.  I don’t know though.  Leave me some love and I’ll probably attempt to return the favor.

Peace.

(BTW: I couldn’t figure out which journal to put this in so if you end up seeing this two or even three times, it’s not a mistake.)

ok..im aware i stole bunches of amanda's xanga but only b/c i havednt gotten around to editing mine! i m sorry!  you are still my hero!!

thats it.  if you avhe time, check out my LJ.  peace.  i'll find teh link ina bit..be back later